What do you say ?

I'm obsessed with this show. Glee soundtrack on nonstop and on full volume when the house is empty. "Just a small town girl ....Just a city boy....", fat coaches, asian and other asian, "bust out the windows of your car" and very 'yummy' cupcakes and all. I LOVE IT. Go watch !!

In other news, I am about to sit for exams this week and I'm not all too stressed out about it. Two days, 48 hours to get what I need down and ready to go. I must admit the one subject I'm worried about is English. I hate it with a passion. I think the years of not reading books has finally caught up. My essays aren't as fluent or as exciting as others and my vocabulary is limited. Time to get on some reading eh. Thank God for English as a Second Language. I'm not cheating !! Its just me being asian and being kiasu about my ENTER. Grab at any opportunity to help you excel, no ? Maybe that's just me but I see no reason why I shouldn't so whatev bev..

So, this is me bring super asian and planning out my "ideal" future that I believe is in God's will (hopefully)

Year 11 Subjects

ESL 1&2

Methods 1&2

Further 3&4

Biology 3&4

Indonesian 1&2

Chemistry 1&2

Year 12 Subjects

ESL 3&4

Methods 3&4

Indonesian 3&4

Chemistry 3&4

Art (Printmaking or photography) 3&4

Uni

Medicine (Post or Under I'm not too fussy)

And thats it, I'm always fearful of putting my dreams on black and white for all to see in case of supposed failure but maybe this way you can all pray for me and pursue these dreams with me. I thoroughly believe in this and I think this whole year has been a preparation for me to bring me to this point. I've never been so determined about something like this ever, everything seems so clear now, I don't want to have it all fall out of place and ending on my face. By God's grace, if all goes well in this exam then I might a higher possibility of doing two 3&4s and everything will fall out perfectly. I'm not saying there won't be trials, I'm just saying I know who I believe in and I know who holds my life in His hands and is always, always 'black and white' :)

So pray for me, and believe in me, and believe for me. Thanks :)

Kaew Sang-sumkoolchai

I try to say goodbye and I choke

Try to walk away and I stumble

Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble

Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

The rest of this song has hardly anything to do with what I want to say, but you get my drift. So goodbye Kaew and the ridiculous bum times we've had :) I will miss your

amazing ability to study (actually I won't miss this)

Bobby fights

Presto ugly tie jokes

Push-you-off-the-bed-that-smells-like-you fights

and good 'hells yeeah cool bean' times

Be good and come back here when you're done exploring the world. Loves youu :)

Mahalo !

Me and Rose

I love you

A wise man once said "Maybe because it has more meaning. I want it to have meaning. Thats why I think I might go with one second more typing. ILYs on a phone is good, but that's still only one less letter than love."

ILY. Maybe its true. Maybe we have completely disregarded and underrated LOVE for what it truly meant. Maybe we've lost the sanctity and the beauty in words. Maybe we've lost meaning things and the meaning of things. Everything is about the now. Give me my minute back. Don't waste my time. MY TIME. MY WORDS. MY LIFE. MY RIGHT. MY LOVE.

I used to be one who picked my words right. I never said I loved anyone. Not to anyone except maybe my dog. Words meant the world to me. They were precious. It only came once. One breath. One line. I took it as gospel

But now, love all around .Love for everyone. Love for you. Love for me. Love for that man by the traffic light. Love for that fire hydrant. Love for rain. Love for everything. Is this wrong ? Well, I don't think so. There always room for more love in this loveless world.

But I guess the more we have something the less significance it has on you. What if I have and give so much 'love' that it has completely lost meaning for me. What if I could tell you I love you right now and not one word of it was true. What if love.

I think we should fall back into love. I think the person that I truly loved will be worth that one more second that one more breath. After all thats all I have.

Cold day in the sun

I love spring. Absolutely the most fabulously amazing stupendously supercalifragilisticexpialidocious season of the year and oh yes thats the right spelling. Spring, glorious spring, when the flowers are just starting to bloom in all its glory, when the sun is so refreshingly hawt, when I am free to be in shorts and a tee again, when everyone seems to be that much happier just cause and when you can lay down in the middle-bit-of-the-street-that-has-grass-on-it-that-is-right-on-your-doorstep-near-enough-to-get-some-ice cream-and-far-enough-to-have-some-privacy and absolutely perfect for a beautiful spring day out with my lovelies. And therefore, I love spring. Now, Is my happiness sickening you ? Deal with it.

Spring, when smiling is mandatory

Spring, when food is necessary (especially in large quantities)

Spring, no socks allowed

Spring, rah is still lovely

Spring, when you're too lazy to play games

except if its in a pink iphone

Yeah, thats right WE LOVE SPRING.

Photos courtesy of The Wong

You should know

The other day I watched Wall-e a completely random movie that I've unfortunately never seen before in a semi-crowded restaurant whilst trying to refrain from eating food. Funny thing is that I couldn't hear what any of the characters were saying in it but yet I was captivated by the whole story line also not forgetting the fact that I started watching it halfway through the movie. So, I would just like to say that thats some 'mad skillzz yeh dawg' to keep someone entertained and interested in 'mute' and in a considerably distracting environment with.. food. And therefore watch Wall-e people and I might watch it with you too if you're nice :)

I would also like to say that I'm very proud of my mixpod playlist. If you did not already

realize, I do pick these songs according to my mood and the situation I am in my life.. They are pretty much doing the talking for me as I am one of few words and few ..thoughts..and besides there are some pretty good songs in there. Enjoy :)

I took this shot from a pile of branches and leaves that were meant to decompose

beauty in the insignificant

This is how

A father teaches his daughter how to cycle

His firm hands pushes her bicycle

The little girl learns and gets a bigger bicycle

4 wheels...

3 wheels...

2 wheels

Now, the girl is strong enough to push another's bicycle

The cycle repeats

The father and daughters get tired

and then he brings them home

Grow in me Father, as I grow in you.

Teach me, Hold me, Then bring me home.